i'm totally perplexed this week.. with a frightening work atmosphere, not really working out relationships.. i donno where i' going. i better get over with some illusions -- some about myself and some about others...

if my toefl essay would be abput perplexities or relationships, well, i'll have a lot to write about. thanx to sam for all her gyan in the right time!

Dan Murphy of "soul asylum" has once written a lyrics that says "Runaway train never go back, wrong way on a one way track.."

i've just found a soul who's train goes wrong way on a one way track.. and i can do nothing about it :(

anyways i've been recently told that i have to be emotinally stronger. so i'm working on it. well, i've seen good and bad, but somehow i amn't emationally storng enuf. lemme see how much i can pick up!